Here I am once again being told by the team that I am approaching my last days, and every day that I continue to live is a miracle. I am going to try to prove them wrong, but each time I come closer to the end. The sad thing about this time is that I may not even leave the hospital if I continue to fight. And of course leaving the hospital is the same as me giving up. Right now I am in the ICU. The first goal is to make it back to the Bone Marrow Transplant Unit as soon as possible. At this point, it is simply the matter of a bed opening up. Just a few weeks ago there were a lot of empty beds; now every one is filled. The amount of weakness in my body is incredible, I get very little sleep, and I am extremely gross.
Nevertheless I thank God for each day extra and each day alive with my wife.
God bless,
Nathan
